Recently, God has been doing amazing things in my life. Specially when I took some time to complain again about certain things that I want to happen in my own way.

This blog is to share a Lil bit with you guys what is my frustration about, and how has God ministered in my life.

As most of you know, I committed to go to the missions field for a time of six months. after praying a lot, my heart moved towards the other side of the world. I thought it was pretty far, but seeing people with a desire of the word of God being preached and willing to support financially, and what is more; the amount of people that are praying for it, I realized that is not as far as it looks.

Today, a month and a half after my supposed departure, I'm still here, waiting for some documents so that can get the visa to that country. After I have the visa, I´ll be able to go through Europe easily.

The time has come when people ask me when am I leaving , and I don't have an answer, or some question the fact that I'm going so far, when only God Knows why he called me to go there.

There are people that are not very close friends of mine, That I can see they don't really care, but those that are close friends, don't want me to go.

In the other hand God has done a great job killing me, instead a lot of new things are transforming my heart and mind. I've learned to be patient, and to understand that God is the one in control not me. Because I don't know when I might get all that paperwork, I can not make plans further than two weeks, cuz I don't know If I'll be there or here.

My mom is starting to feel depressed because I'm not studying nor working,

Sadly there's nothing I can do, I'm not from this world, I'm dedicated to God, committed to do what he asks me to do. It was my choice a couple years ago not to live according to this world. If I´m to die in the missions field I´ll know That I haven´t wasted my life.

I won´t deny though That I miss living a "normal" life sometimes.