HOLA A TODOS
During my trip, being by myself, with friends I met when I came here I’ve had a lot of time to pray and to think about my future. here are some thots.
Most times our personality es based on the enviroment that we live in. Our spiritual life has a lot to do with our personality, ergo our spiritual laife might be based on the enviroment we are in.
Why do I say this?
Would I be able t do the things I’m doing here, if I were with my friends and family back home?
Do I really need to make it a month long?
maybe, maybe not
During this time in Dajabon and Haiti, more than ministries I’m looking for a closer relationship with God, and I’ve learned that HE’s the only one I should trust in, and rely on. Make HIM my priority is my main goal.
For a couple years God has been working in my heart doing a transformastion and setting me free from bad habits, and and self steem stuff. Later HE made clear HIS call to be a missionary.
Ministering in GUachupita and discipling my guys was how I put t in practice. It helped me to develop my lidership personality. it wwas at that point that I decided to give up everything (school, work) to serve HIM. Living by faith was a hard time in my life.
I get engaged and as every man you’d like to buy the qwhole world to please the most precious woman in the universe, but you simply can’t. God blessed me in a way I could not understand by that time. He gave me a woman that would totally understand what’s my call. “being a man of God, is the best present I could ever give her” she says.
With 3 to 4 hours of prayer a day in haiti I got enough time to ask God and listen from HIM what are his future plans for my life, but more than promises he clarified what HE wants to make with me. it was frustrating me the fact that I don’t know how does my future looks like, but “making plans to change your character a lot easier than changing your character to make plans”
Do I really have to give up eveything in order to serve God? the answer depends on who you are and if you are willig to do it.
I’m far from my family, my church, m,y friends, my disciples, but Im finding a lot of junk I would never find if I were around them, my only friend here is God, He’s the only friend that speaks a language I can understand, and He’s really Honest with me telling me what I need to work on in my life. HE wants to change my character before I get involved in things like work or studies.
Apenas estoy a 10 dias de haber partido y ya he visto como el ha hecho cosas en mi.
Thanks to all of you who are supporting me with your prayers. and ” gracias a Ana por ser mi apoyo espiritual sin condiciones”
“Dios les Bendiga mucho”
HASHEM
