After all the frustration that I was still going through, all the paper work that I have to wait for,
and the inestability of my plans. One day I woke up…….complaining, asking God why is this all happening to me. First I’m the only rare San Juan guy that is going on a mission trip overseas, second not to a close country but to China, and with a desire to share the gospel in unreached countries that most people don’t understand……sometimes I don’t understand it either.
That wednesday morning after complaining, I had to shut my mouth up and ask God for forgiveness, A sinfull person complaining the PERFECT ALMIGHTY GOD.
Still, He showed me HIs grace and love, He told me to rely on Him, And not to trust My own understanding.
At That point I fell like opening my little gideon’s new testament and try to find something to read, I didn´t have an specific scripture, I just opened it:
Cast your cares on the LORD
and he will sustain you;
he will never let the righteous fall.
and he will sustain you;
he will never let the righteous fall.
psalms 55:22
My heart broke, and after praising God I started praying for others, that wednesday was heart changing, I felt like a transformation was done. Since then I´m trying to live out God´s promises.
